NeX GEn: theworld_byjules

Hey everyone,

I have had a few years that have twisted my agony and melancholy to a tipping point. The next music releases that are streaming out of my river, in a lot of cases are unfinished. They are like the water, effortless, honest, and everchanging. There is great expression in these soundscapes to come. They are worth exploring. They are worth nourishing your lives with. I have become full of unreleased work and feelings as a result of my mom dying. A lot of the work you will hear directly talks about her passing. Planning to release my grief so vulnerably paralyzed me with confusion and fear for an incredibly long time.

However, today is the day I break free from that fear and the thought that art must be perfectly polished to exist within the universe. It should be fragmented, like all of us, we are many shards and facets of a singular prism. I am done hiding my hurt and hiding in silence. I am suffering. Deeply. I am exhausted. I want to connect desperately, but haven’t been bold enough to give you how I really feel. I fear that you will concern yourself with my wellness too much and become overly concerned for me.

But the truth is I appreciate your concern and if you truly read these musings or listen to my songs, you are still one of few after a decade of work. My work will not cease. We are entering into a journey through ODD WRLD. With the resources, frequency, and energy I have. I will give it to you honestly. I said that suffering isn’t for everyone, but everyone suffers, I couldn’t imagine how much I would suffer after losing my mom. So mom, as always, so much of what I do is because you gave me the wings to fly higher and dream brighter. Through the dark comes light and I dedicate this all to you. I love you, I love everyone reading and listening. Thank you, Jules